{"id":768,"date":"2020-07-07T18:37:13","date_gmt":"2020-07-07T23:37:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/?p=768"},"modified":"2020-07-07T18:58:53","modified_gmt":"2020-07-07T23:58:53","slug":"iamdawnnoelle-droplets","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/2020\/07\/07\/iamdawnnoelle-droplets\/","title":{"rendered":"D R O P L E T S"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">M A Y   2 4 ,   2 0 2 0\nE V E N I N G\n\nSometimes sadness can be beautiful&nbsp;\nThe raindrops falling off the car windowsill and onto its body\nBubbles deflating, into half moons, dissolving\nSadness doesn\u2019t last forever\nIt\u2019s an essential part of life\nI can\u2019t stand to be sad sometimes\nBut it hates me&nbsp;\nIt hurts me to feel such intense staggering emotions and anxiety&nbsp;\nParalyzing forms of a prosthetic heart\nMy real heart hurts too much&nbsp;\nTo see my own mother go through this again\nShe loses another piece of herself.\nBut she gains the resilience of her nature and always has \nspiritually good intentions&nbsp;\nAnd she believes. Definitely believes.\n\nIt\u2019s increasing and withering away at once.\nI\u2019m terrified. Not for her, but for my emotional experience.\n\nJust like the sky\u2019s artwork at the moment, grey clouds rain \ntheir grievances on the below.\nThe rain eventually slows its pace, becoming a pleasant sight \nof pitter pattering droplets.\nShe is going to be okay. I am, too.<\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>M A Y 2 4 , 2 0 2 0 E V E N I N G Sometimes sadness can be beautiful&nbsp; The raindrops falling&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":19,"featured_media":774,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1,6],"tags":[118,23,119,120,78,20,46,122,70,96,19,121,117,18],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/IMG_2067-2-scaled.jpg","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/768"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/19"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=768"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/768\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":775,"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/768\/revisions\/775"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/774"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=768"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=768"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=768"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}