{"id":1767,"date":"2020-11-14T12:55:56","date_gmt":"2020-11-14T17:55:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/?p=1767"},"modified":"2020-11-14T12:55:56","modified_gmt":"2020-11-14T17:55:56","slug":"the-gift-esruc-eht","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/2020\/11\/14\/the-gift-esruc-eht\/","title":{"rendered":"The Gift&#8230;esruC ehT"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><br>Be careful what you wish for sometimes the gift is also the curse.<br><br>The gift&#8230;<br>hidden memories, removed from my present mind &#8211; holy spirit guard my soul.<br><br>hidden memories, repressed to save me from myself &#8211; holy spirit save my soul.<br><br>hidden memories, save me from an unimaginable past &#8211; holy spirit save my soul.<br><br>hidden memories, block the trauma, tragedy, heart ache and pain &#8211; holy spirit save my soul.<br><br>holy spirit, save my soul &#8211; where is my lost time, memories I cannot recall.<br><br>holy spirit, save my soul &#8211; who are these people, missing family I do not know, memories I cannot recall.<br><br>holy spirit, save my soul &#8211; where are my missing moments, beautiful and rare, memories I cannot recall.<br><br>holy spirit, guard my soul &#8211; where are the missing parts of myself, memories I cannot recall.<br>&#8230;esruc ehT<br><br><br>This is for all the trauma survivors&#8230;May your mind allow in the good and keep the haunting at bay. May you make new memories, live and love fully. May your sweet soul be safely guarded while allowing joyful times to remain. May you grapple and rise above the noise, the shadows of your minds. I&#8217;m with you there&#8230;just breathe!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tip for the blurry memories you wish were more clear&#8230;take pictures, take as many as you want and need&#8230;I have found this helps! <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Be careful what you wish for sometimes the gift is also the curse. The gift&#8230;hidden memories, removed from my present mind &#8211; holy spirit guard&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":8,"featured_media":1768,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[6],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/transport-2262256_19202.jpg","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1767"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/8"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1767"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1767\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1769,"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1767\/revisions\/1769"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1768"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1767"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1767"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1767"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}