{"id":1666,"date":"2020-10-04T10:41:47","date_gmt":"2020-10-04T15:41:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/?p=1666"},"modified":"2020-10-04T10:41:47","modified_gmt":"2020-10-04T15:41:47","slug":"who-even-am-i","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/2020\/10\/04\/who-even-am-i\/","title":{"rendered":"Who even am I&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">I feel like a Sasha Sloan song\nI always feel like her songs\nWho am I without my anxiety\u00a0\nWho am I without my pessimistic feelings\u00a0\n\nWho am I without my phone addiction\u00a0\nWho am I without a place to fit in\nWho am I without my safe haven\u00a0\nWho am I without being embarrassed about my shit\n\nWho am I without feeling needy\nWho am I without feeling greedy\nWho am I without involuntarily losing my mind\u00a0\nWho am I without dissatisfaction with my daily life\u00a0\n\nWho am I without doubting the accuracies of my feelings\nWho am I without the fear of constant uncertainty \nWho am I without inertia\u2019s demons looming in my curtains \nWho am I without fear of someone else\u2019s reaction to my brain \n\n\nWho would I be if I ever had my dream\u00a0\nWho would I be with someone who fully loves me\u00a0\nI\u2019d often question his real feelings\u00a0\nAnd if he is fully okay with my insecurities\u00a0\n\nWho would I be without music inside my head\u00a0\nWho would I be without violins serenading me on flowing water\u2019s frozen death\nWho would I be without the flow of the feminine\nWho would I be without the moon cycles matching my body\u2019s rhythm \n\n\nWhat would I be if I let the world in\nWhat would I be if the world came to me\nWhat would I be if I said yes\nWould I actually say yes?\n\n\nI don\u2019t have the confidence\u00a0\nI can\u2019t lie and say I feel confident\u00a0\nIt doesn\u2019t feel authentic\u00a0\nOr right coming from my lips\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n<\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I feel like a Sasha Sloan song I always feel like her songs Who am I without my anxiety\u00a0 Who am I without my pessimistic&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":19,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[6],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1666"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/19"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1666"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1666\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1670,"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1666\/revisions\/1670"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1666"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1666"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/loveyoustrong.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1666"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}